有你在，天天都是情人节

好想让你知道

喜欢你的原因....

喜欢你牵着我的手过路

喜欢你骑车抱着你的感觉

喜欢你驾车的潇洒样

喜欢你给我的安全感

喜欢你为我做的每一样事

喜欢听你说我们的Forever and Always

你的微笑 你的眼神 你的每个动作

慢慢地带走我的心跳

好想让你知道

将到的情人节

你什么都不需为我特别做

因为只要有你在我身边

天天都是超甜蜜的情人节 ^^

Turn to you

Right now.. I feel so helpless and so scared... There's a mixture of feelings in my heart which is making me feeling very uncomfortable... I dont feel like want to talk to anyone right now.. It is not that i dont want to talk to.. but there's no appropriate place for me to turn to... I definitely dont want to bother my friends and let them hear me whine... Hence I had to AFK-ed Huntx and Turtle... I think I might cry because of dunno-what reason wtf -.- .... Everyone is busy with the UPU and USM thingy... Cheng has his dad to help him to talk about the-very-duno-wth-I-worry-about problems while filling the forms and deciding what courses to take... I know sitting here blogging wont help me with anything.. Yet i need someone to talk to... Thus my blog is the best place I could find to 'turn' to...Im self-conscious that Im a big girl now... And yeah my parents say they will support me no matter what decision I make.. And I already know what I want in my life.. But somehow I still worry and scare ( very very scare ) at the same time... I used to be an insomniac and it was very torturing.. I think I didnt manage myself wisely in 2008/09.. Everything was so sucks and I want to get out of my former school as soon as I can... The irritating stalker as well as the school itself.. On the bright side, I like my teachers and what I learn to the max =) But still, final is always haunting me.. Just cant help myself not to think about it everytime I fill the application form.. Im running out of words... I think I better go drug myself with some entertainment... =.=""

uǝddɐɥ sǝlɔɐɹıɯ ǝdoɥ ı

ps : special kudos to Turtle n Victor n Huntx who can bare with my dunno-what mood streak. I know Im hard to be understand. xD

Mr Al III

Halo.. i write this exclusively for you. Er hem.. *clear throat* not going to blabber much just wanna say appreciate my darling may may more like i do ( more than me la ) okay ? Remember the poems you wrote for her ? One of them goes like this :

O' Rose,
A beauty like your name,
Though sometimes, you're hard to tame,
But thoughts about you always come,
Always telling me to stay calm.
That I want you not for fun or fame,
Like thought by some,
But for you taking me
As who I just am,
And resists that I, at times, am troublesome,
Hence, to you, my heart always the same,
Same, always the same.

Though I dont understand the fun and fame part but show her what you feel/wrote man.
Lastly, I want to share this sweet song with both of you. 祝永远相爱 ！快快乐乐在一起 ！xD

ps : You two make me wants to have a bf also you know. How lucky for both of you to have each other. *Jealous jealous* haha