The Story Of Us

I don't know what to say
Since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.

The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

I'm Big Bad!

I'm Not Ok

即使对一些真相，接受不到，但还是必须接纳它。

很讨厌这样的感觉。。这个人不是我啊。。

我朋友说：

其实很多时候，在你接触人久的时候，你就会慢慢开始了解一个人，他的小小一个动作就会透露他是一个怎样的人。很多时候我们不说，不讲，因为我们知道一种米养百种人。。

人累了，就休息；长大了，很多东西都看透了。

一颗真心真的很宝贵。

心情不好时，你可以哭泣，不过哭过之后记得擦干眼泪继续朝着你的目标走。

this sem is hell for me, double hell cuz i m retaking math. feel like shit and my emotion really goes very very unstable everytime i do her tutorials (so far only tutorials havent even tests and assigmnets yo!). i did tried to get help from my friend, who is a chemical engineer, whom mathematic skill is supposed to be better than me. but then, end up he also went like 'wtfffffff' and in the end i have to do it all by myself.. i really feel so helpless and hopeless everytime i do it, and i always cry first so that i could concentrate better after i clear up my minds with tears.. everytime i do 1 question, i will try to persuade my comrades to drop this subject with me. but they all refuse. haih and so, i continue to live this miserable life T__T