this sem is hell for me, double hell cuz i m retaking math. feel like shit and my emotion really goes very very unstable everytime i do her tutorials (so far only tutorials havent even tests and assigmnets yo!). i did tried to get help from my friend, who is a chemical engineer, whom mathematic skill is supposed to be better than me. but then, end up he also went like 'wtfffffff' and in the end i have to do it all by myself.. i really feel so helpless and hopeless everytime i do it, and i always cry first so that i could concentrate better after i clear up my minds with tears.. everytime i do 1 question, i will try to persuade my comrades to drop this subject with me. but they all refuse. haih and so, i continue to live this miserable life T__T