Punch bag

Dang dang D - A - N - G !

我emo的方式很特别吧。。一大堆的甜言蜜语不断地溢出来。。乱乱惹人家生气。。乱乱点人家的短处。。嗯。。你们最好远离我。。我自己也控制不到自己的情绪 ^_____^

明天就是 D-day 了。。

T__T

过后的我，还可以开开心心的哼着歌曲吗? -3-

Hachikō ハチ公

Mango stumbled upon a movie called Hachiko and she is downloading it :D These piccies really caught my eyes :D I like doggies :D And maymay gonna love this movie too ! :D

Above cute pic is posted by a facebook's friend. Very cute hor (n_n) suits my current mood XD

ps : who want to go penang with me ? >.<

我很悲观

25/2 。。我很不想去学校。。
第一，我很怕面对事实
第二，我不敢面对我的化学老师。。。
第三，我怕我会突然间大哭起来。。吓到周围的人。。。
第四，我不想看到恶心的人。。
突然间觉得自己很没用。。平时拥有的自信被自己的胡思乱想给吓跑了。。


当天会是怎样的天气呢 ?
T_T

•° Tiger Woohoo ! •°

Yo ! 大家大家，恭喜发财 ！万事如意 !!

This year CNY, as usual, is a busy one for my family and I ! Guests keep coming and go. Ang pao in and out. ( In as in the married ones give us, out as in my mami give to the children. )

The only different would be that I'm wearing skirt/dress. Woot ! Trying something new is no harm and they said I'm pretty in these attires :D

Dadi and my uncles let me have lots of beers and wines this new year which caused heartburn or maybe acid reflux... Thus, I'm taking in more H2O to filter off the saturated amount of alcohol...

Hmmm... nothing much to share.. everythin' is great ! Haha ! Tomorrow my friends and I will gather up and attack our victims' houses for ang pao ! ATTACK !

情人节快乐 ！

如果神给你四天时间去和你最爱的人在一起，你希望是那几天呢？如果神把时限缩短至三天，两天，或一天，你有希望是哪几天呢？请写下四三二一天的答案…
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
I
四天：春天夏天秋天冬天
三天：昨天今天明天
两天：白天黑天
一天：每一天

Happiness 快乐

I might cry my eyes out when I get my results which is around March. Thus, in making me super vulnerable to any after-getting-bad-result's mental crackdown, I'm preparing myself with some 'backup plans', in case I cant get into any universities. I'm very happy with my new plans. Now I'm very clear with what I want and I will try my best to get it. =)

For the time being, I'm :
- trying to surround myself with the best of what i have, treasure every inches of the things i possess as well as every minutes I spent doing either things i like or things i loathe while I'm still breathing.

- fixing some wrecked relationships.. and I wont stop doing it until they are all well-mended ( It's possible and I'm one of the living examples of how an erhem friendship can turn into something so wonderful ). =)

Step back and things will be brighter.

heart u darling ! =]

The Saltwater Room

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore
Staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom a glow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

ps : dont forget to vote for Fireflies !! :D :D :D

有你在，天天都是情人节

好想让你知道

喜欢你的原因....

喜欢你牵着我的手过路

喜欢你骑车抱着你的感觉

喜欢你驾车的潇洒样

喜欢你给我的安全感

喜欢你为我做的每一样事

喜欢听你说我们的Forever and Always

你的微笑 你的眼神 你的每个动作

慢慢地带走我的心跳

好想让你知道

将到的情人节

你什么都不需为我特别做

因为只要有你在我身边

天天都是超甜蜜的情人节 ^^

Turn to you

Right now.. I feel so helpless and so scared... There's a mixture of feelings in my heart which is making me feeling very uncomfortable... I dont feel like want to talk to anyone right now.. It is not that i dont want to talk to.. but there's no appropriate place for me to turn to... I definitely dont want to bother my friends and let them hear me whine... Hence I had to AFK-ed Huntx and Turtle... I think I might cry because of dunno-what reason wtf -.- .... Everyone is busy with the UPU and USM thingy... Cheng has his dad to help him to talk about the-very-duno-wth-I-worry-about problems while filling the forms and deciding what courses to take... I know sitting here blogging wont help me with anything.. Yet i need someone to talk to... Thus my blog is the best place I could find to 'turn' to...Im self-conscious that Im a big girl now... And yeah my parents say they will support me no matter what decision I make.. And I already know what I want in my life.. But somehow I still worry and scare ( very very scare ) at the same time... I used to be an insomniac and it was very torturing.. I think I didnt manage myself wisely in 2008/09.. Everything was so sucks and I want to get out of my former school as soon as I can... The irritating stalker as well as the school itself.. On the bright side, I like my teachers and what I learn to the max =) But still, final is always haunting me.. Just cant help myself not to think about it everytime I fill the application form.. Im running out of words... I think I better go drug myself with some entertainment... =.=""

uǝddɐɥ sǝlɔɐɹıɯ ǝdoɥ ı

ps : special kudos to Turtle n Victor n Huntx who can bare with my dunno-what mood streak. I know Im hard to be understand. xD

Mr Al III

Halo.. i write this exclusively for you. Er hem.. *clear throat* not going to blabber much just wanna say appreciate my darling may may more like i do ( more than me la ) okay ? Remember the poems you wrote for her ? One of them goes like this :

O' Rose,
A beauty like your name,
Though sometimes, you're hard to tame,
But thoughts about you always come,
Always telling me to stay calm.
That I want you not for fun or fame,
Like thought by some,
But for you taking me
As who I just am,
And resists that I, at times, am troublesome,
Hence, to you, my heart always the same,
Same, always the same.

Though I dont understand the fun and fame part but show her what you feel/wrote man.
Lastly, I want to share this sweet song with both of you. 祝永远相爱 ！快快乐乐在一起 ！xD

ps : You two make me wants to have a bf also you know. How lucky for both of you to have each other. *Jealous jealous* haha