Tata 2009

Woah ! Time flies man. 2010 is approaching soon ! I can see that almost everyone has came up with their 2009-farewell post. I know this is kinda lame, but me don't want to get left out too. ^^

Okay, lets start shall we ?

2009 didn't started off very well for me, and so were on the following months. All these things that took part ( past tense coz I don't want them to happen again, at least I'm trying my best not to =] ) hurt-ed me a lot and I don't want to reminisce any minor parts of these sadly memories. =(

On the bright side, I'm so grateful that I can meet ppl like Lily and 老人L and Benko and many more. They are damn nice lah. =))

Benko is among ones whom I respected most. Smart, optimistic, hardworking, determined, ahh she's just so damn nice. ^^ Her bubbly nature and all round cheerful personality never fail to perk me up whenever I were with her. And she's kinda popular in our school, both friends and teachers just love to associate with her. Awesome Benko ! ^^

Hmm.. not sure what to write about the others. Does that matter ? May our friendship lasts long. Longer than the hours I spent on the infamous Maple Story. Haha
Q : Why infamous ？
A : MS has made me declined many invitations to yam cha or to attend any small gathering as well as outings. Haha. Bad friend you have here. =P Thanks to MS too, that now I have a bunch of buddies to join in our Maple Clan. Turtle said it is my charm that attracted all these fellas. Haha. I want to turn these DOTards to Mapletards. ^^

BTW, did I mention that I found back my soul ? Hmm.. I think I am a grumpier and monotonous person. Nevertheless, I am still the crazymango you know lah. Chirpy and outgoing and extroverted and erm, what do you think about me ? Please kindly leave your comment or find me on MSN. Criticisms are welcome too. =)

Happy New Year in advance peeps !

Mr Al II

wow ! he did that again ! should let his gf see this. ><

メリークリスマス‐エブリワン！

I have tried to explain the roots of Christmas to some of my Japanese friends, and the conversation usually goes like this:

Me: Christmas is a celebration of Christ's birth. That's why we call it Christmas: Christ Mass.

Japanese Friend: So, Christ is a fat man? And he wears a red suit?

Me: No, that's Santa. Christ was a little baby. You know, Jesus?

JF: And the fat man is his father? So he gives presents?

Me: No, Santa is not Jesus' father. He was a saint, called St. Nicholas, and he...gave stuff away. And I think he brought some dead kids back to life.

JF: He's very fat.

Me: In real life, he was skinny. The Coca-Cola company made him fat.

JF: American people are very fat.

Me (squirming uncomfortably): Not all of them.

JF: Yes, Brad Pitt is not fat. He is a handsome boy.

ME: Yes, he is very handsome.

JF: I would like to have romantic Christmas with him.

ROFL !! more

found a pretty nice xmas tree picie. it will be awesome if there's a xmas tree built from lots of crystal balls. =]]
tickle me =P

me and peers went out to diner last night, supposedly a xmas eve's party. there was no turkey, but fish n chips as well as chicken chops. the little turtle who is a christian dont know how does a turkey taste like. lols. anyone mind to share how is it taste like ? :P

ok thats all, im going back to mapling. merry kurisumasu guys ! ^_^

Merry Swiftmas

i want you for xmas. hohoho. :D

dec 21

Woot ! Tony replied my mail. As u can read from my previous post, he is my dadi best pal. =)
I wonder why am i so happy when i saw his reply, maybe bcoz i havent received any email ( not forwarded one ar ) for such a long time dy. haha. im writing this post to share something with u guys la. canot blog at my usual night time coz i need to sleep early today. tomorrow going to have breakfast with huntx, turtle and bear. dim sum. yum yum ~ ^^

Okay folks, below are the things that i wanna share. ( things that we had missed for our trip. lol )

more gelatos la peeps. this one, Gelato Fruity, is recommended by huntx.
he said he will bring me there. when will that be ? lols

curry lamb ( talk about varieties eh )

here's a lil sneak preview of the famous Tao japanese cuisine ( TAO Authentic Asian Cuisine & Sushi Cuisine : Fusion) that my dearest cousin elaine kept asking me to go. its only available in penang i think. lols. who wanna go penang with me ? ><

aaaa... this is what i was looking for at sakae. unagi !

i found all the photos while wondering around the net. the last 3 photos are yummy yummy from Sushi Zanmai.

ps : how good am i at feeding your eyes and soul with yummies ? eww.. u drooling there ? lols

mission accomplished ( partly )

what i'd accomplished today :
1. cleaned my very own study room ( going to be my sista's room soon =（ ）
- lord know how thick was the dust before i wiped em off with some tissues.ugh! i‘d to wear a face mask during the cleaning process bcoz of my runny nose and allergic-ness towards dust. troublesome la. cant hardly breath u know.

2. wrote a letter
- after months of delay due to no free time and preparing for finals, FINALLY, i sent the letter my dad asked me to. its a letter to his long-lost-contact best pal whom moved to USA about 10 years ago. I canot remember liao how he looked like, but i still remember the awful taste of the chocolate bars he sent back to me. -.- i want to express my greatest gratitude to my lao dou aka ad libitum for helping me with the letter. he wanna a kiss in return, but i canot give la coz he is my may may de bf eh. lols. so i'll buy him McD in return. XD

3. computer trick
- my comp sifu aka huntx taught me some tricks to enhance my comp's performance. lols. im so noob but he still teach me with patient and answered all the stupid questions i asked without any complaint. canot say ten kiu yet coz i need his help lui in the future. haha. :D

ps : sorry la this shitty post didnt use proper english. i damn lazy la want maintain or try to be who i am not. cheers!
pss : i think i found back my soul la. hehe. i can write a blog post straight away without thinking twice. wahaha. crazymango is back babieee!

Fireflies

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I
Would just stand and stare.

*I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightening bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance.
A foxtrot above my head,
A sock-hop beneath my bed,
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

*
Leave my door open just a crack.
(Please take me away from here.)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac.
(Please take me away from here.)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here.)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies.
I'm weird, cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell.
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few,
And I keep them in a jar.

*
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seam

Vanilla Twilight
Fireflies

ps : 谢谢,信信 ^^

no money no honey

I talked to my friends and to know how much i have to pay per year for my further education fees. Hmmm.. if 老人L and i really make ourselves college students then i would need to use more money in the future. Friend who is currently studying at a local university spent about 5k per sem, i think i need more than that. =S Perhaps i should be wiser in term of money spending. Can i exclude Häagen-Dazs and Baskin-Robbins ? XD

ps : never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.

the trip

Hola guys! crazymango is back! Contented and tired. ^^ We were away from K-what for 5 days ( 4 days to be exact) to KL and Malacca. More holiday's plans coming up soon. ^^
What i've learned from this trip : lovers should always stay together. There are 2 couples in this trip.
Not wanting to critic them but the way they love is kinda bored and 'dry' to me, like they are just typical friends. Even non-lovers, the single ladies and gentlemen, linked with each other much more intimate than them. If i were them, i'll be very happy that my partner can come with me, and, i'll stick to him all day long. ^^

pika pika

Horray exam ended!
Horray holidays start!
Horray we talk again!

ps : Ten kiu veli muchie to Huntx - kun for bringing back my darling computer to life by just touching the plug. XD

numb

December 06
Anything is possible.
Everything does happen for a reason.
As there is a reason , there will be a solution.
Everything will be back into pace once it is settled.
That is what I'm thinking of.
I don't want to drag this problem any longer, because it hurts.
That's why I keep asking you the reason in the hope that we can solve it.
But, as the time drag on, I don't feel like i know you anymore.
All my questions leave behind unsolved.
I, myself really get annoy with this kind of situation.
I don't want to force you anymore.
I don't want to force you to talk to me.
That's why I stop talking to you.
I don't want to force you to sit beside me.
I don't want to get between you and Benko.
So, I changed the place, hope you can sit with the person you favor.

It happens not because of what other people said.
But it is from what i decipher from your look once i talked to you.
What I feel when talking to you.
I once told you, I'm very sensitive to how other people feel. (Guess you forget already)
So, I'm sort of can feel what you feel.

We all know that nobody is perfect, besides Edward Cullen (I think he is perfect! May be you don't think so.)
The time we spend is just way too short.
We can't know each other very well.
We get so close because we share the same interest.
Almost all the things I like, you like too.
But in the term of behavior, we are completely different.
Just like 2 people from different planets, but were force to live on earth.
What you think is right, may be it is not for me.
What you think is okay, may be it is not for me.
As the time goes on, the friction is getting obvious, but we never show it.
I tried to accept you as who you are, but may be you are not.
When the friction gets stronger, we both can no longer maintain this relationship.
As it already has enough energy to break the bond.

Let's let the ice melt.
I would like to watch New Moon with you, but how can we make it?

FYI, I didn't forget what you told me. Everything made a flashback just the night before we had our chemistry paper 2. Yeah, the nightmare i told 老人L and Banana. Not sure why they made a "comeback" at that time. Maybe because you are one of my friends who liked me very much, i guess ? And again, you were right, Edward is not perfect for me. In fact, nobody is perfect, be it in real world or ones that human created from their imagination i.e Final Fantasy.

Hmm.. what should i do next? I really have to find back the qualities i used to have in me. Im lack of any ideas/inspirations. I can't do any krazy poetry or even post my blog's entry without editing 'em for at least two times per post. Sigh. I guess i'd changed much over the year. I lost my soul. I lost my heart. I can't feel anything. Im just not crazymango.

emo cows

can't wait to see how 老人L new noobie-hairstyle looks like :D
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Received lots of sms from lots of old buddies lately. Ten kiu guys ! I know ya all miss me verry mucchh XD
Hopefully i can see things clearly and am able to better appreciate things, especially people around me, and not taking things for granted before its too late. >.~
Huntx - kun, i need more luck !

ps : i miss Miss M very muchie !

love in the air

Around one week from now too, I'm off to a vacation! Yay! I've finally got to feel going on a trip with my friends. Yeah, these friends are really friends. All I hope is the weather will improve, at least to a level where our bus can travel. And we are coming back with an aeroplane! Yeah, I admit I've never been in a plane before, that's why I'm excited. How will the clouds look like eh? It's going to be a scene to remember. And I have so many things in mind to buy, I'm quite worried if my money won't be enough. And 14th December is coming soon too. Luckily, I've already prepared things and I hope you will like it!

LOL. If we are not friends, then who are we ? You can show your gratitude by paying our bills during our stay there. ( I want nice foods thanks XD )

BTW, regarding 14/12's plan, shouldn't ya keep it secret ? Surprise her ma ==

PS : Grateful people are reported to have higher life satisfaction, vitality and positive emotions. So, no excuses to not buying me nice foods. Remember to bring your credit card along ! ^^